I could tell you, but then I'd have to kill you

Bitching, Ranting, Complaining, & Venting. Enjoy (:

Shark week over. Ovulation time kickin it cos im horny as a motherfucker……. Im fighting the biggest temptation to hit you up right now……….. Fuckkkkkkkkking shit

Wearing nothing but your t-shirts to sleep is so damn nostalgic. It never fails to remind me of the times that we would ditch school to kick it at your friend’s houses the whole day, and I’d be wearing nothing but your t-shirt. I miss ditching school with you so much. Not just because of the sex, but damn feeling like grown ups. Having the whole day and a whole house to just ourselves, laying in bed, watching tv together, cooking food together. It was like we were living together pwahahaha. I miss just waking up on some mornings and saying “ehh babe I don’t feel like going to school today” and then we’d spontaneously decide to ditch. There’s so many fucking days I haven’t felt like going to school lately, and instead of having you there to ditch with me.. you’re the fucking reason for it -_______________—

Foreals shoulda copped em when I saw em at the mall with Kathy… but nah her ass didn’t want me having em first.. hah i already knewww

Foreals shoulda copped em when I saw em at the mall with Kathy… but nah her ass didn’t want me having em first.. hah i already knewww

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I member how you liked me wearing nothing but my Nike socks on when we would get it on, you even got me some Nike socks. Everytime I see those HUF weed socks that’s all I think about. No wonder I like those socks so much and want em bad. I’ll get em one day, and show up at your house wearing nothing but a big T, a thong, and those socks pwahahahahaha<3 you already knowwwwwwwww

I remember how when we first got together and your grandma passed.. we weren’t too close at the time..  yet you were so open with me. Crying to me and venting to me. I member how you told me that you missed her so much and that you could still imagine her there in your house downstairs, and how for a while you kind of forgot that she wasn’t there anymore. I remember how you wore those beads for a while, your Buddhist tradition. How for her funeral you were a monk and we couldn’t really talk that day because you had to be in your “monk state” haha. I remember how months later, we were FTing and out of nowhere you brought up your grandma and then we talked about my uncle too. I remember how you said that maybe I came into your life for a reason, because your grandma left… /: 

I hung out with Darlene today. You woulda been proud of me. I member that one time you were trolling on my Twitter and you saw that she was tweeting things like she needed someone to be there for her, and you kept bugging me to hit her up and ask what’s wrong, to be there for her. You knew how much I missed her and you kept encouraging me to talk to her and hang out with her. Well I finally did…..

“When you’re too in love to let it go”

When will enough be enough? When will I finally be able to let it go. To accept the fact that what we once had.. is well, now over. When will I be able to officially let you go? /: